Imperfect Journal

[[ WOah! I'm feeling hot over my head, I've absolutely no idea why. Somehow, I feel like sleeping or rather faint... I feeling my eye lid is very heavy, as if it is trying to close my eyes... ]]

<< Well, today's NAPFA is quite a alright one I should say, 41 [ Incline pullup ] 10.4 [ shuttle run ] 54 [ sit up ] 215 [ standing board jump ] and 39 [ sit and reach ] - I'm simply too upset over my competition, the hacking of my maple account and getting such a low mark for my sit & reach .. >>

` My phone got confiscated by Mr Ko today, well true, I'm in the wrong of taking out my handphone. But he has had no right to take my phone away, I bought or rather my mum bought the phone, its my property. How can he say "give me you phone" with a smile... Argh, teachers are getting quite busybody nowadays, especially the new comers.. But some new comers are very friendly... I really owe MR Imran alot, if not for him, I don't think I will be getting back my handphone by today.

THANK YOU MR IMRAN

(( Oh well, lets get straight to what happen during canoeing, went there for one set. Took K2 with Isaac ( He's really good, seriously for a T1 racer with only little experience for K2 ), then Seng Kiat ( too he is a good canoeist, can take K2 within such a short time ), I'm so proud of them...

%Guess I'll just end my post here, Bye!%

[[ Guess this is fate, first, I lost in my competition, second, my maple account got hacked... Well, I suppose this is a new beginning for me. I have to find the enthusiatic self, /w that, I don't think I will even have the mood to start playing maple again... Doubt I will be able to get it back, cause the sight of the game, makes me remember what ever thing that happen.. ]]

`Now, I've got dozen of homework to clear off, English essay (Students today have poorer attitude and discipline ). Somehow I don't know how to start, I will be contradicting myself for what I'm gonna write inside. Its like I'm gonna say I agree that students nowadays does indeed have poor attitude and discipline. But on the other hand, when I explain why, I'll be going to disagree with that. Its like ( Students have poor attitude is simply because they feel neglected; by their parents and friends. Thus, trying all means to seek attention from friends; by joining gangs, involving in gang fights, doing illegal stuff. Sometime, the reason for why they have bad attitude is because of their surrounding. Have the parents ever thought about caring for their children? Giving them too much stress, lesser freedom, and maybe their parents too, have had bad attitude. )

<< Well, do you all find I'm somehow contradicting myself? I've got no other ways to do this stupid compo, nor did i have the time to think... I just got to know about this homework today... Haix... >>

-- Guess I'll end here for today, gotta chiong my homework. Tata!

[[ FUCK YOU ALL HACKER! FUCKING LOW DOWN ASSHOLES! FOR WHAT FUCKING REASON YOU ALL WANT TO HACK MY ACCOUNT? SO WHAT EVEN YOU HAVE MY ACCOUNT? DO YOU THINK YOU WILL HAVE FUN HACKING IT? I DOUBT SO. ]]

-- you wanna know why? let me tell you then, cause you simply don't use your own time or even put in the effort to get to level that I am at. And worst still, you're getting my item through some illegal way. so what even if you sell it with your prepaid card? I don't give a damn, but first of all who is in the wrong? Its you, you fool. Have you ever thought about the consequence? Do you even have conscience? AND HACKERS you all just simply useless, so what even if you manage to hack a account or what so ever? You'll never succeed into having fun playing what ever game with just some stupid hacks... try it again, I'm sure you'll be a sore winner for the rest of your life, or rather I should say a loser forever.

<< Okay, now let me think, why am I so unhappy over this? Being unhappy it just making hackers happy, so I should just look at the positive side of life... Why should i even care if I got hack... Oh well, I will never play maple again, playing it simply makes me much much more disappointed in them. TO ALLOW SUCH THINGS TO Happen, I would rather play MUonline in which is totally hack free, unlike maple, allow such things to happen.. Even if they gets back my acc so what? I've lost the item i've took so long time to find... >>

(( DOn't wanna ruin my mood now, guess i'll just stop here ))

[[ haix, sad sad sad, no idea why... The amount of effort give in the competition came out to be quite bad.. I feel so guilty of dragging Marvin from getting the medals he has had been yearning to get.. Haix... ]]

-- Life would be much much more better today if I could only be the owner this.. Haix, too bad i just can't, could only glance at it.. Haix...

|| Well, in a rather good way, I'm able to maintain my tears from flowing down my cheeks. But I'm lucky to have my friends to support me, giving me encouragement. My coach, my friends, teachers, and most of all my Dear! I LOVE YOU! ||

<< well, at least our C divsional boy got a 2nd placing in the whole of Singapore, We did not dissappoint our selfs. Good job girls, you did your best. Work harder next year! Well, B boys did their best too didn't they? Got a 4th in placing... Well Done all! Anyway, we're gonna get a treat from our canoeing I/C hahax, must choose those very posh restaurant to eat xia.. Lol...>>

`Guess i'll just end here, Bye! I will try harder next year! I will not give up easily!!

[[ Well, it was a bad start for today, but ended with a tears of joy! First, Seng Kiat got withdrawn from the competition ( Don't be sad, you'll always have our support for next year, you did well in the heats. Second Bai Hong has lost his race ( but frat not we are all proud of you, you've done your best ). ]]

-- Well, to other school, we're the slackest of all; when we arrived at macritchie, we laid on mat on the ground and we started to sleep on it. Other schools was like busy getting their boat ready for their competition lol. What more, the slackest school of all ( Which is us like I mention above ) all except the fallen ones got into finals. Tomorrow shall be our day of excitment, and our battle of our lifes, competiting for the places...

<< For me, its was kinda of a relief to have got a third for my event. I thought I have lost in my event, but it turned out otherwise, I've got into finals! Now is that I have a harder competitor then that to the heats I've took today... Sad, Ritz pair and my pair is gonna win for BHSS!! Aiming for the Div' C'ship... >>

(( Whats shocking? Its a surprise that Poh Li's and Lizzane won their race! They are always slacking during training and now that they have won, I'm seriously proud of them... When I went to the toliet, see them carrying their boat, I felt very nervous for them. Wonder if they will win, and true enough, they've won! I'm so happy for them ))

`As for Christina, our most treasured most girl, got first. But, she cried thrice, first, she thought she got second than she cried as she thinks that Gan Eng Seng was faster then her.. After that, Mr Mah told her that she was disqualified... Then she cried again... Then after the result was posted, she was so elated that she cried with tears of joy! She has got first for her event!

* He, She, It, Shit, Them won the race. But nobody was withdrawn from the race.
( He = Diyanah's and Xiao Wei's Boat, She= Mine and Marvin's boat, It= Colin's and Jian Yao's Boat, Shit= Nigel's boat and Them = Ritz and Yun Loong's Boat )

{ Poh Li, Lizzane, Christina, Shawn, Shaun, Isaac = Our finalist )
( Seng Kiat and Bai Hong = Our Sunkened Heros )

Good Job Guys!

[[ Yay! 3 cheers for BHSS Canoeist! We've 3 finals and 3 semi - finals, ain't it good? 2 finalist from C'div. and 1 finalist from B'div; 2 semi-finalist from C'div. and 1 semi-finalist from B'Div. ]]

-- Alright now, today is the most hyper day xia, but see quite alot of sadness is some of the participant eyes. Eye-watering, crying due to capsize, lost, or dis-qualify. Some is because they didn't meet up the standard. Haix, poor guys, but don't give up ya? Be strong, you'll be able to make it.

(( Well, kinda of nervous, tomorrow is my heats! Very very nervous. Wonder if I can win the ACS(I) Brian Khoo? That stupid Yun Loong keep making our fighting spirit low, keep telling us to look out for him cause he is very strong. Haix.. I will never give up! I WILL BE ABLE TO WIN THEM!!! ))

`Poor me now, no voice, shouted too much during the competition. But, I never regret losing my voice, because the people I'm cheering for did not fail me. Well, guess I have to stop here, time to sleep le, if not tomorrow will not be able to race!

BYE BYE! AND I WILL WIN!

[[ AH!! Oh My GOD! Save me! Its just tomorrow! COMPETITION!! *nervous* ... ]]

-- Its like last year since I last took part in the competition! How? Feeling very nervous, wonder if can win the champion ship... Well, the treats is kinda attractive? A treat from the I/C for a medal.. And a free T shirt for winning a top 4 in div' C'ship..

<< Anyway talking about the Shirt.. Its like the shirt is full of TYR logo. ITs like nobody wanted to buy their product thats why they are pasting so many of their logo on our canoeing t-shirt? Treating us as their media of advertisement.. POO >>

== I'll just end here for now.. CYA! ==

[[ days going on wearily... Never had I come across such an intense training in the whole of my secondary life.. Though its like just 1 year... ]]

-- Well, feeling kinda moody today, My dear quarrelled with Meiqi for don't know what reason, cause lots of misunderstanding and saddness. Well, I'm in dilemia, one is my girlfriend the other is my friend.. What shd i do? Can anyone help?

`In just a few more days, my competition is coming, kinda nervous don't know the outcome of itt..... BERR.... Nevermind guess i should end here....

[[ Alright, firstly wanna announce, which is TOPAZ won the division championship in cross-country this year, and sad to say, I've lost to Ritz.. :'( - but nevermind, I will never give up hope in winning him. I'm sure someday I'll win him. ]]

(( She left for Malacca with the school this week, getting to miss her. Really really miss her. Its really been a long time since I last went out with her. She called me when I was watching movie, happy to hear her voice! Most of all, she is safe! :) ))

-- Now time for the worst, hated the mapler who thinks that they own the place because they stayed at the place for a very long time. BULLSHIT, and they defamed my fame 3 time i should say. FUCK THEM! Such a fucking moron they are, do without thinking with their brains, some fucking bastards they are, arrogant freako... Never in my life I would see some selfless people who thinks that because they're gonna level up and been there for a longer time then I do makes them think they own the fucking whole damn place.. LOads of crap from them, just wish that maple would ban them...

{{ Anyway, went out with Akarad, Ritz, Albert, Marvin, Yun Loong, my bro and Ryan.
Yun Loong, my bro and Ryan, only went to play LAN, while the rest we went to watch movie after LAN.. Lol, watched War Of The World... Lol, show I should say is kinda exciting but somehow boring, in the sense that the ending doesn't have a meaning to it lol, if you wanna know what the ending looks like? Just simply go watch the show :) }}

`going off here now, cya!

[[ Everything seems kind of fine, but just that I'm getting rather tired. Don't even have the time to finish my homework on time... Canoeing well, its taking rather big portion of my time. Trying to finish it by this week, but all gotta hand up by tomorrow? If it is next monday, I can submit it on time, but tomorrow? Its almost impossible... I don't even have the time to do the chinese homework... ]]

-- Cross country is now over, won the 2nd prize. WOO! First time ever in my life I've got a trophy in cross country. Another thing was that, TOPAZ WON!! Yeah! haha, finally, won the sapphire. Guess this is about all, bye...