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<< I've always hated my bro, immatured freak, petty, selfish, a pain in an ass and most of all FUCKER. He is just one fucking idiot who loves disturbing people. Now my mum is fucking siding him. AND WOAH! She's being so IMPARTIAL, has she ever thought of the fact? Keep saying that I'm in fault, so what even she scold him? Most of the scolding is to me, thinking she is such Justice Bao. WHat the fuck is wrong with my life? Just because of my brother? He simply suck to the core, no wonder he has got no acquaintance at all. Even if he got they're all immatured!

Cry for all he wants, he doesn't deserve my sympathy.. He has already go beyond my patience, I've already stand enough of him. How bias can my parent be? All they care is my younger and my elder bro... Have they ever thought about me? NO! All they think is that the elder brother should give in the the younger one... WHAT THE FUCK, they've totally hurt me, its simply too deep.

WOrst still, when i'm angry after the whole damn thing, my mum will still ask, Why are you so angry. DOn't she knows what she have done? What my brother have done? DON"T SHE THINK! I'm seriously disappointed with them... Now I think why should I even bother to stay on earth, why don't I just leave them? They thinks I'm the eyesore in the family, for what reason I should stay?

Now, my dad is only hoaxing my brother, did he even care about me? Nope, all he care is about his FUCKING WORK and watching the FUCKING TV. CAN'T life be any easier for me? I'm seriously exhausted, I'm finish with one and comes another one... How i wish someone could just stay by my side to encourage me to go on...

Thanks to my eyesore brother, now i have to stop the conversation with my dear... Seriously, my brother is really getting out of hands, thanks you MY DAD.. He spoilt him.. I think i'll just sign off here, don't wish to talk about that fucking guy any longer

[[ I'm seriously breaking down, I'm getting sick and sick of seeing my brothers. Have they ever treat me as their brother? I don't think so, worst still my mum is always siding my younger brother, always think I should give way to him. I don't care, I want my freedom. Somehow, this suffering is breaking me down, I feel like ending my life right here right now.

I'm so sick of hearing my brother pestering me about this and that. From today on, I'm not gonna help him any more, for any request he ask, I would just ignore. My dad, always thinks that I'm in the wrong. Why? I doubt he trust me. For example, when I did not on the toliet light, he would shout " GRAYSON, why you did not off the toliet light "

WHY! WHY! WHY am i always the one getting the blame! I HATED MY LIFE! the only people that I've left is my friends... How I wish I could just end my life, leave everything behind; my worries, my doubt...

Should I be gone, there'll be no one to blame me any more, I'll gain my freedom, no one to control me.....

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