Imperfect Journal

Can't even imagine tomorrow is actually the big day! I'll be flying off to JAPAN! WOOT!
In anyway, I would like to tell eunice: "how crappy can you get? LOL!" my crap attractd all the ants? Also, your photocopier machine works very well too :) provide such quality smile :)

Back to today.. A long tiring day, training at the hall listening to lectures on leadership... All was interesting except for the last part when some "unknown" came to talk to us about leadership and contribution to the society.. But the story he told was kinda interesting...

This is how it goes:

Long time ago, there was this warrior who died for the country during a war. His soul went up to heaven. In heaven, there was a gate with a gatekeeper guarding it.

The guard saw him and said: "Welcome to heaven, would you like to come in?"
The warrior said: "Can have I take a look at hell?"

The guard took the warrior to hell. Reaching there, the warrior saw a gigantic table filled with piles and piles of food and all around the tables were thousands of people. But they were skinny and malnourished.

Warrior: "Why are they all so hungry? There's so much food on the table."
Guard: "There is a rule that during mealtimes, they can only eat with a chopstick that is 3m long."

Because of the 3m long chopstick, it makes the people unable to eat for it's length is too long. Afterwhich, he brought the warrior back up to heaven. Like hell, there is a enormous table filled with piles and piles of food and tables were also filled with thousands of people. But the people in heaven are so nourished and plump.

Warrior: "Is there any rule applied in hell that is not applied in heaven? Why are the people here so plump and nourish"
Guard: "No, both have the same rules. All have to use the 3m chopstick to eat."

The guard told him the reason that, the people in heaven fed each other with their 3m long chopstick. Because of that, they are all well fed in heaven. Whereas in hell, they are all self-centred, all they think is about themselves, that why they are all so hungry.

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Now you see that story? It seems to me that I'm getting out of line here, so i'll just stop my posting here.

can't even imagine myself crapping so much. In just a few mins time, it's gonna be such a busy day for me.. Even now I'm still crapping.. Sad

`congratz to peiqing haha! can go Mihara also. LOL..
In is just of a conincidence that she is able to go, since Jasmine can't go. Anyway, she is the first on Ms Low's reserved list. Hah!

Whatever the case is the learning of japanese is challenging. The words just don't seems to be circulating around my brain. No matter how hard i memorise, I am still unable to speak it out fluently. Worst still, I still can't memorise the meaning of the words spoken..

What a day! Planning a programme that we have to perform in Japan.

Having said finish the exchange programme stuff, now i should start with my grades. Heh...

Kinda bad.. bad... its never like this before. Its either i get alot of B and less A or I get all B. Never in my whole life I've ever gotten results, whereby my grades are almost C! wtf, i just pass all my three science, 51.5, 55.5 and 53.5 [ physics, chemistry and biology respectively ] *sob*

But I'm still happy that I've finally pass social studies for once, and I'm still maintaining my good grades for my maths. Thats sure one plus point..

Woot! It is far to exciting for me to wait for 1st june to arrive. I'm actually chosen for the exchange programme with Mihara in Hiroshima, Japan. Heh..

I was feeling kind of nervous, sitting in a class with other applicants. Furthermore, the ratio of boys : girls drop to 4 : 8 !! Its like, FUCK the chance of going to Mihara is getting slimmer... When announcing the name of the people, my heart was pumping like mad, I could even feel the vibration right up to my brain.

Coming to boys, "jiewen, darren.. Grayson, yun loong." WOOHOO!! But my heart is still pumping hard. *phew* lucky I'm chosen.. Heh, but poor Darren have to sleep with jiewen, :( ..

I've done all my calculations, and hopefully, I would get some quite well off pen pal ya?

Argh... How unfair, now only SMART people are left to go school for their last battle. For me, my opponent is physics...

well who is there for me to blame? I'm smart thats why I've one extra paper to take... Anyway, it's gonna be the last paper. *PRAY TO GOD* (please don't let me fail)² Please don't!

Seriously in a best class, having best teachers teaching the class is ordinary. But for my class, *ROLLING MY EYE* its the total opposite. I've got the worst physic's teacher :( , its as though I could study physics all on my own without failing a single test... How can you have a teacher who is almost absent everyday in a week? Having to prepare us for our "O"?

*SWEARING* heh... Anyway, i'm gonna save my money to get myself new clothings as well as wait for my chance to go japan for an exchange programme... Last of all, *SWEARING TO [[-censor-]] * stole my phone, now I can't even take a fucking picture of the sky with my fucking 0.8 megapixel phone... WTF.. I've seriously been downgraded from a 2 megapix phone to a 0.8 megapix.. Its a big gap ya? *SoB*

`WOOT! Screwed my chemis test today. I overly estimated myself, telling myself that I can score well for i listen in class.. In the end, I'm at my own advantage. What a day, glad it was finally over.. *phew*

Next thing I might screw up is tomorrow's A-maths test! *SHIT* polynomial and stuff, sure screwed me up. How could I even forget to ask my tuition teacher to go threw it! WTF... Never to underestimate the power of such small topic. It kills

Its seems a long way but somewhat short to the last paper on thursday... I have to force myself to get up on 9.00 for my science tuition, just to be prepared for tomorrows chemistry paper..

I'm like posting while waiting for my next tuition teacher to come. For the day after tomorrow's A maths paper.. Haiz... Stress for me too!

well, i'm just gonna keep this posting short somehow// so tata

Alright, I have absolutely no idea of what I am doing. Fancy myself making a blog layout in the middle of a fucking examination period. Just monday is my chem paper, yet I'm still blogging. How strange can I get..

From what I've just saw, I've stopped blogging for about 2 months now, thats like WOW! haha... probably spending more time on rakion, and playing around LOL! Alright I have an photo site, I placed whatever pictures that I have taken onto it..

Http://noxyarg.multiply.com

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Over this pass 2 months, many things happen, helping my bro with his blog, SOME FUCKING NITWIT STOLE MY PHONE! and so on... Haiz.. Its simply too much of saddness, so I have no wish of remembering it.. Probably next time when I have the time I'll just post something about it? But i don't think i will :)

I'll just end here, my eyes getting dry sitting in front of the fan and the computer //