Imperfect Journal

Okay, I've no idea what I've been up to lately.. It just seems that I'm in a trance or something... I'm like getting fustrated so easily, I've have absolutely no control over it.. The only thing I can do, is to keep it within my heart.. *BERR*

Let me just post something that is like.. *counting finger (1,2,3 ermm...)* well, its about 2 days ago.. The whole day seems so rush.. After canoeing have to rush to Newton to meet xiwen, priska and fiona.. Then for dinner... Its like 6.30 is the meeting and I'm release at 6!?! Nevermind about that I'm still late anyway, that fat is worst, he is like for 1 hour plus..

Having oyster erm.. *ome? omelete?* Heck, however it is spelt, Fiona was like complaining about the smell when it was like practically no smell at all! Haiz.. After the dinner, had to walk to some theatre to watch the choir performance by my school and 2 others...

When the performance start, it started with Gan Eng Seng Secondary.. I was laughing at this girl, as she was singing the french song, she look as if she is having hiccup or something.. Her head kept on moving in and out.. For monk's hill, the guy was singing as though he wanted the whole world to look at his bunny tooth... It was awfully disgusting..
The finale! Its the worst, they didn't learn the dance well, they make a mockery out of themselves of stage and worst of all, sang out of tune! WOOT! How cool!

WHAT THE HECK LA! I forgot to bring back my bio book!! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!! I've got test on friday and I didn't bring back.. WTF!!!

MAN! I'm so freaking tired and I'm walking as though I am a living dead.. My eyes is going to close any moment now.. Before that happen, I'll have to stuff toothpick in my eye to keep it open...

Anyway, I was so reluctant to wake up this morning.. The feeling of going back to sleep after waking up from a dream when you are almost at the most interesting part.. It happen most of the time though.. But I don't really care.. Haha!

Well, I still turn up for training anyway.. The wind was like so fucking strong.. Can you even imagine when you're so unstable and the wind is so strong? And can you imagine when you have to use something that you're uncomfortable with and had to put up with it just to make your coach happy? Doubt so.. LOL! It was quite tiring just charging up and down the 250 m lanes, but it's fun anyway..

Still, I was in some kind of awkward situation whereby my brother friends actually regconizes me! I was like... *SHOOT! THE WHOLE WORLDS KNOW THAT I AM JORI'S BROTHER! DAMN!* I don't know.. I just got this feeling that, its very awkward seeing national canoeist knowing me as Jori's brother.. I'm like... nevermind -- i'm wordless and ran out of vocabulary.. Well, I'm just going to end it here for now.. Probably I'll post again later?

Its high time that I should keep a regular posting yah? It seems pathetic having a blog with no updates at all.

Well, lets see what I have to blog.. *thinking*
Oh yah! I had a dream in a dream.. Don't get it? Well, it all goes like this.

I was taking a nap after my workout.. I fell into the REM mode real fast.. I was dreaming of myself sleeping then waking up from a dream whereby I found a phone on a street... You know a feeling of how lucky you are when you found something valueable don't you? Then in my dream I woke up in disappointment, cause the finding of the phone is just a dream.. You know..
The dream, its like so real! Its as though I really woke up in the dream.. Well, I did woke up for tuition..

After tuition, I was like so bored and started to browse through people's blog.. I happen to enter Jun Jie's blog.. I was reading the first post which is so like any other post in his post.. You should what I meant.. Then the second post I've read, I was like.. *WHAT THE FUCK*

I don't know what to say, but I was feeling kind of unjustified for the things I've done. He actually said this

"well, the main purpose for this outing is for ritz.
but kind of screwed up eh?
888, out for 16. 4 went. & that include ritz.
so funni eh?
sighh. most don wana come just cuz of not wanting to combine.
with ben's friens? zz dunno.
all the excuses were kind of pathetic?
why care bout all these lame stuffs when the outing is actualli for ritz.
their thinking. -.- tsk, ignts. lol."

I seriously don't know whats wrong with the people.. First of all, I don't even know who the fuck is ben and I don't wish to know.. Second thing is, I've got a valid reason for not turning up.. And thirdly he is contradicting himself by adding a lol at the end.. Saying that we're ignorant? Its like hello? Before you say us, why don't you talk about your own thinking? If you're matured enough why are you still being some lazy himbo who uses shortform like ignts? funni? Hello funny and funni whats the diff? Its just a letter difference, why can't you like type the proper spelling? Also if you really think that your thinking is not ignorant.. Why the heck are you still being a childish little boy keep talking about those stupid... Nevermind.. Who cares..

In fact, I've have absolutely no idea what's wrong with me.. Leave it.. Don't want to contradict myself..