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Sunday, October 08, 2006

I did some self re-evaluation on my part. After what Meiqi said to me, "You always take a long time to reply," I realised something. Something about me that cause me and my ex to break.

I felt so guilty for having to done so. I've always been giving late reply to my stead after a year of our relationship. It seriously ruin our relationship badly.

It was like, I gave all sorts of excuse for replying late. The fact is, I've been playing games and ignoring all the sms that have been coming.

Afterwhich, she could not take it anymore and started to ignore me and my sms.I could not take the ignoring part and the feeling we had together at the start wasn't there anymore due to the quarrels we had. I felt so.. so.. wordless. Then we just had to let our relationship end..

I tried to change, and now i've pretty regretted for what I've done.

Labels: evaluation, guilty, Habits, regret